February 2012
I just took my contacts out. I did this in front of the big vanity mirror. So when i was basically blind and looked up to reach for my glasses, I saw a skinny girl. Arms thin as twigs, torso perfectly flat, just skinny and beautiful. Then I put my glasses on and the hideous fatass came back. Arms thick and flabby with a huge stomach. Fat and ugly. Hopefully I can cry myself to sleep so I can...
posei-don:
I just want to be able to meet you after classes and bury my head in your shoulder when I’m tired and give you an infinite amount of hugs.
Selfish
I wish someone would just come up to me and hold me and tell me that it’s okay to cry, and just let me sob in their arms. I want someone to not say anything. Just hold me. Not lecture me, not tell me what I’m doing to my body or what could happen or anything like that. Because I know all that. I guess I just want someone to acknowledge this struggle I’m going through, and show...
This is what I do darling, simply destroy...
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